This particular, and rather messy entry was inspired by the “Immortal Beloved” letters of Ludwig Von Beethoven and the words written on the pages are taken from the third letter.
Though still in my bed, my thoughts go out to you my immortal beloved. Oh God why must one be parted from whom one so loves. Be calm- love me- today-yesterday. What tearful longings for you-you-you- my life- my all- farewell. Oh continue to love me- never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved. ~ Ludwig Von Beethoven