In my last post, I talked about having undergone a shift which has affected every aspect of my life. Some of you have noticed that the tarot is absent. This is one of the changes which have taken place. It isn’t that I no longer like it, and it doesn’t mean that I have left it completely behind. It’s just that I do not feel called to make regular use of it at this point in time. I’m feeling very relaxed within myself and so much more in tune with the energies around me that I feel a deep need to just live without trying to plan and predict everything. Nor will I be doing as much ‘what if’ing’ as I used to.
What it all boils down to is that I am feeling at home with myself and as a result things are taking on new forms. I’m sure that this will continue as I keep exploring my new city and life. Experiencing, feeling, creating, and doing are my key words right now. Of course I still care very much about others, it’s just that this is my opportunity to have the type of freedom which I’ve never had before…the kind in which I allow myself to try all of those things I’ve always wanted to try and haven’t.
Call me a late bloomer…call me what you will. It’s all relative anyway. It will not change that fact that I’m taking the time, right here and now, to love and care for myself as much as I’ve always done anyone else. If this displeases anyone to the point that they stop coming here, it’s a price that I’m willing to pay. There’s still going to be some good stuff here because I have every intention of sharing my work, exploration, and insight here. Plus, since I’m going to be having a lot more fun I feel that it will make the blog even better.
There is still going to be a good bit of spiritual content here, because that’s such a huge part of who I am and that’s not going to change. It might manifest itself a bit differently from time to time but that’s all part of what makes this life such a beautiful experience. I’ll be here encouraging you to find your own truth…your unique brand of happiness…right along with me. It’s my hope that you will stick around and join me in this new chapter of life and inspiration. No matter what, know that I wish you nothing but a sense of peace, love, and renewed wonder on this journey that we’re all on separately…yet together.