Surrender

Cowl, which I’m keeping for myself 🙂

Well, this morning I finally hit the wall. For the past week and a half I have been knitting my little fingers off. In that time period I made three pairs of wrist warmers, two scarves, a hat, and a cowl. I got down to my last project this morning which was going to be a hat. I cast this thing on three times and just couldn’t get it to work. Why? Because I just didn’t want to! Oh boy was the Tarot of the Day right on today. Talk about restless energy, feeling out of sorts, and being out of balance. That has been my day since I got up this morning.

View of the scarf with fringes
Better shot of hat and wrist warmers

So, I made the decision that I will not be making that last hat. Since I will be out at the store tomorrow to make an exchange for my step mother I am just going to pick up something small instead of making the hat. Not only am I sick of being on a deadline, I really do not feel like putting all that work into something for someone who I know isn’t going to appreciate it anyway. Problem solved! Now that the day is totally mine, I feel really free but still have no idea what I want to do with it.

For the time being I think I’ll just allow myself to float along and spend some time meditating. I know there was a message in today’s tarot card for me and the only way to hear that message will be to allow myself to slow things down and listen. Sometimes that’s all we can do.

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